I've found that writing in this blog is actually very relaxing, so I think I will continue to do it.
In regards to SSBB and WH I still don't have an answer, but I had a wonderful time chatting with GG tonight. He read over my IS paper and then he met me at SP's floor event (they're dating btw).
(I'm trying to use more code names because the internet, but it makes it look more stressful I think)
I think the reason I like talking to GG so much is because he isn't afraid to say what he wants to. I could say literally anything to him and I wouldn't worry about offending him. Sometimes it does worry me though that I like talking to him so much, I'm afraid SP is going to be mad. I know she won't actually be, but still...right?
RM and her boyfriend broke up today. I feel bad because I bought her cookies and I wrote her a note and then I left for seriously the entire night. That probably wasn't very nice of me, but I did have to write that reflection paper. And then I couldn't resist talking to GG. I'm not a very good roommate I don't think....
The whole room still smells slightly like vomit from Saturday. Blech. I texted SSBB that the worst thing about being sober when your friends were drunk was cleaning up their vomit. He told me I should have left it. I was worried for a while that he thought I lied to him about being sober because I did go to Joe's with my friends still and like his entire team was there. But I decided that if he wanted to know I would have told him that I only go because I want to take care of NU. I love her so much. I worry about her a lot too. This blog certainly makes it sound like I worry a lot. I promise I don't.
I want to go to bed, but RM is watching a movie and I don't want to disrupt her since she really gets to do whatever she wants until fall break probably.
Oh and also, I informed GG outright that I was off my man-hiatus from last year and that if somebody wants me they should just tell me, so he should pass that off onto SSBB and WH and we will see what happens from there. I hope good things. I don't even know what that would be.
I told TG that if WH asked me nicely I would cuddle with him. I don't think she understands that I really do not hate him and GG as much as everyone else does. I don't know quite why they all dislike them so much. That's one of the things that I talked to GG about tonight. He was like "what did we do to them?" and I was like "I'm not 100% sure...". That makes me feel bad too. It's like I'm taking part in hatred even though I don't want to, and that doesn't seem very equal rights.
I promise my next blog will be more upbeat! Aight.
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